Sunday, March 6, 2011

3/6/2011 

Our story is long & complicated if you look at our web page in the link to the right, you will see the technical & legal side of it. I have striven very hard to keep emotions out of it in order to explain the situation... Here is where I can vent, to show the emotional side of all of this, the pain I go through every single day that I am alive without my fur-kids. The pain of not knowing, of being helpless & unable to protect them is almost unbearable some days but I really have no choice but to fight. The sad reality of it is that every minute of every hour of every day that passes I become more hateful, I become more depressed, yet I can't stop fighting because this is not just a fight for what I want it is a fight for their lives, they are helpless, they are innocent but because of a series of bad choices on my part their very lives are in danger. I realize full well that I didn't hurt them, but the choices I made did. I CHOSE to fight Everett Animal Control about them abusing pit bulls, I CHOSE to try to rescue a bunch of dogs from North Carolina & got scammed for nearly 1800.00 which put my savings in jeopardy & eventually my housing, & I CHOSE to trust what I now find out is a truly psychotic individual who is pure evil in it's truest form. It  is not just me who she has destroyed it started with her OWN children, whom she abused so badly the state took them away from her forever & instead of fighting she tried to further destroy her children by calling them liars & destroying the bits & pieces of humanity they had left. I was so tickled when I found her court case on line, until I read through it & realized that there were living breathing children involved, helpless children who had no voice & when they tried to get help the very person who was supposed to protect them or change for them turned on them with a viciousness I have never witnessed from a mother. My precious little George is dead, but those children have to live with what she has done & what they have gone through for the rest of their lives. It is not enough to win a court battle against her & this piece of garbage shelter, I just wish I could fix things for those kids too.

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